All this Crying was for NOTHiNG

[[Jacyna]]

I had realized that when I was young.
Cursed;; Jacyna
Colored;; Ashen
Concoction;; Arctic Wolf
Chromosomes;; Xx
Conception Female
Contemplated 3
I believe Vespertine

Everything that I knew

has shattered into darkness. I Had lived half my life in paranoia, wondering if the wolf that killed my pack would come after me. I had led the wolf to my pack, not knowing what would happen. I was young and dumb, and I didn't know what was right. I was down at the waterfall, playing with my reflection. I didn't know what it was, so I thought it was some kind of clone. If I moved left, so did it. If i moved right, it moved right. I had felt the sudden urge to jump at it, to show that thing who was boss. Dumb Idea. I had hit the water and the instantly started to drown. I thought about the chores I was supposed to do today. I had totally blown them off, and now I was going to die. Well, thats what I thought.
A loner had dived into the water to rescue me. He had gripped so hard that I started to ooze blood from my side. But, hey, that didn't matter, because I was alive! I had led the loner back to the pack, not knowing the desturction would soon follow. I had trusted him because he had saved my life, and what do I get for trusting him? Blood of my kin splattered on my pelt. Guts of my friends poored in front of me. I stood there and watched in awe, then I realized who the wolf was. Zarak, the alpha of a pack that had hated ours. But why didn't he kill me like he killed the rest? I thought. Zarak looked at me, then smiled. He said something but I was to discusted to hear a word. Zarak trotted off, leaving me alone. For the past 2 years, I have been just like Zarak had been. I had my own pack, but soon after I slaughtered each and every one of them. I had grown attatched to the lust of blood, I had realized why Zarak had kept me alive. He saw somekind of potential in me, that reminded him of himself when he was a pup. I had realized how much I loved him for saving my a.ss, but a great hatred was still growing in me from that faithful night of the killings.
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Was suddnly ripped from me

From my hl Account

I twitched, coughed, then woke up. It seems that i was not hunting. I blinked, and I looked around. I tried to remember where I was. No memory of anything came to me. I looked at my body, it was...bloody. What the hxll had happened to me last night? or was it in the morning? Dxmn, I needed to get it together. I stood, shaking alittle. Obviously I had lost to much blood. I staggered twords...where did I go? God, I didn't go anywhere. I was in the middle of no where, with no brain, and no one. That was the usual for me. I continued to 'walk' twords the south. It was more of a walk crossed with a run and a stagger.I finally reached a river. I fell in, not being able to hold my weight anylonger. I lay there, the water carrying me to god knows where. I hit something, hard. I could feel the warm blood trickle down my skull. It ran down my 'cheeks' and into the water. I found the strength to pull myself out of the water. Hopeing nothing would come along and eat my brains. I stood there for a minute, trying to figure out what to do. I decided I should try and find someone. I chuckled, it hurt. Who was I kidding? I wasn;t going to find anyone around here, around this... Garbage Dump. I just started walking. My body was nolong crimson-colored, but my head continued to bleed. I ran down my face and into my mouth. I spit it out. Blood was nice, but my own blood was like... fish. I snarled, ignoring the pain. What the hxll was wrong with me? I let out a sorrowful howl, hoping someone would answer me crys of aggony. This was the last straw. I had given up, thrown away all I had stood for. It seemed like a had a one-way ticket on a hxllbound train. God, that sounded like fun. I spit again, I had stopped bleeding, but the taste was still in my mouth. I heard a faint noise, like someone was returning my calls, but it might have been me, loosing my fcking mind. But then I heard it again. I ran/staggered twords the sound. But I couldn't make it. I couldnt get to it. I collapsed again.
I woke up with a wolf in my face. Who was he? He was so familiar. Who are you? I asked, not really liking the idea of having someone in my face. He was soo.... Holy Sh!t Kovu, I said, slowly gaining my memory back.

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